Inside The Mind Of Gabi

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Month: June 2017

Grade 12 Couldn’t Feel Any Closer…

For me, talking, or even thinking, about Grade 12 has been a sort of taboo topic for as long as I can remember. It’s the big leagues, the scary part of high school where you actually have to think hard about the rest of your life. I used to look at my last year of high school as the worst part, but as the dreaded year looms over my head, I’ve come to the realization that it’s not as bad as I’ve pictured it for my whole life.

And this is convenient, as we have come to the time of the year where we usually complete our SLC’s. But Willemse and Hughes shifted things up a bit, and instead of a Student Led Conference, we are presenting a TPOL aka our Transitional Presentation of Learning. It’s pretty much the same format, where we speak to our parents and teachers and tell them about the best pieces of work from the year, how we have grown and improved in certain areas, and a goal or two we have. The main difference is that we also have to explain what skills and improvements we have developed that demonstrate, that as a learner, we are prepared to be a Grade 12.

I know that being a part of PLP for three years has really helped me come to this realization that I am more prepared for the shift than I’ve thought in the past. When I heard that the main goal of the TPOL was to show that I’m ready for grade 12, I had to ask myself “Gabi, what makes you sure that you are ready for your last year of high school?”, and my first answer was “Well, you passed all your courses, and you’re pretty organized and smart,”. But as soon as I thought more about it, I knew that I’ve gained so many important skills through PLP that will help me in my future of academics and beyond. With all of the amazing opportunities and experiences that I’ve come across in the last 4 years, I have been exposed to real life, and I can confidently say that I am ready to jump head-first into my senior year.


The Performance Learning Program has taught me that growth is one of the most important parts of learning and improving. If you can see a drastic change (a good change) in someone’’s approach to learning, it shows that they take a great pride in what they do, and care enough to strive to make everything they do even better than the thing before. So with this in mind, I can say that I have demonstrated a growth in my approach to my own learning. I have become someone who is ready and willing to face challenges, regardless of the difficulty, head on! Before joining the program, I never really considered myself one to jump at the opportunity for a challenge or hard task. Through my hard work and growing self-confidence, I have been able to open up to a wider variety of new things and ask myself “Well, why don’t you try it? What’s the worst that could happen?”. I find that I am also able to bounce back from a task that didn’t go the way I first planned, and end up with a final product that is 110% better, an example being our recent Southwest Video Essay. I had trouble getting an idea started, and ended up having a difficult time. But once I got back on my feet with a new and improved idea, I worked extremely hard to complete the task with a fantastic end product, which ended up turning out great!

Miss Atomic Who?!

With all of the good things that have come about in my learning this year, there are always bound to be the few that I need to work on and improve. In this case, I would love to work on stepping up as a leader in class and around my community. I have always been a shy-ish person who is ok being out of the limelight, but I think if I want to excel further, I need to be able to be courageous enough to lead, whether it’s in a group project, or a volunteer position. This quality could very well play a role in my future, and it would benefit me to have mastered it as soon as possible. An example from earlier in the year where I think I should have stepped up as more of a leader, is during the Macbeth Project. Even though most of the management for the project (other kids in my class trying to run it all) was falling apart and I’m not sure I could’ve done much in the end, I wish I would have put my hand up for a leader of a management group or stepped up earlier. Somewhere inside me, I think I am a leader at heart, but I feel nervous to show it, because it may not be what people expect of me. Once I overcome this, I can show that I am a leader, and that I am as able as anyone!

It’s A Macbeth War Zone Over Here!

If there were to be one thing I could go back and change from this year in PLP 11, I would like to go back about a week to the Debate Battle Dome, pretty much for the fact that I wish I spoke up more. In my defence (against myself), the competition was intense and crazy, and getting any words in was a challenge, but even so, I think I should have tried harder. My group and I prepared as much as we possibly could, and yet, there seemed to be a shortage of words on my end, and an endless supply for Matt. S, one of my group members. It felt like there was nothing in my brain, and I think this was due to me hyping myself up with all the things that I could think of that could possibly have gone wrong. For a glimpse into my head while I was mentally prepping myself, thoughts like these were running through my brain: “People could laugh at what I say, I could pass out at the podium, I might be shaking so hard that I end up speaking gibberish”. Yeah it was pretty bad. Because of these negative ideas, I was repulsed to imagine myself speaking at the mic for more than 5 seconds, yet I achieved at least 30 seconds. My point is that I was disappointed afterwards, by the fact that I was coming up with great things to say, as soon as it was all over. I knew I had the confidence in me, but negativity and the scaredy-cat in me won over. I want to change this, so that in the future I can stand up in front of 20, 50, 100 people and express my ideas and arguments. PLP has given me so many public speaking opportunities and I have softened the scared Gabi inside, but I understand that instead of beating myself down, I have to think positively and supportively of myself, in order to break whatever doubts I have.

Be It Resolved That Debates Are… Too Intense!

Recognizing my strengths and areas of improvement are huge steps to taking ownership of my learning and attitude towards my future decisions about my life. If I know what I excel at and what I need to do in order to be a better version of “Gabi”, I can work towards success. PLP has given me the opportunity to learn better than I have in my whole life, and to be honest, I’m not really scared or nervous to be transitioning on into Grade 12. I have confidence, a strong head on my shoulders, and the ability to think critically and creatively. Though I may not know the path I will take, I’ll know who I am, and that is the most important thing.

Be It Resolved That Debates Are… Too Intense!

I’m sure if you’ve read all of my blog posts, you’ve seen many mentions of the traditional PLP Exhibition. I’m writing this because, as you may have inferred from the title, the Exhibition is what this post is all about, except for the fact that it wasn’t so traditional for the Grade 11 cohort. For our final exam in Socials and English, we were told we weren’t doing the regular pen on paper, or even finger on iPad, exam. To our surprise, we didn’t even have to do a Blue Sky Project. Instead, we were going to be DEBATING! I don’t know about many other people, but I kind of get freaked out when I hear that word, especially when my teachers tell me that we won’t know our topic until a minute before we debate the statement. But before I get into that, and before we even knew what our task was, we started by learning all about the Canadian government; in all its forms and levels.

As soon as we had completed a few in-class government activities with one of our teachers, Miss Maxwell, we were introduced to the intense novel, Lord of The Flies by William Golding (one of the strangest books I have come across). It honestly is hard to describe any feelings or thoughts I had during my time reading this book, but thanks to Ms. Willemse, she had already found a way for us to note down everything we needed to feel and think about the book, by creating “concepts”. These were pretty much broad topics that had everything to do with the novel, and gave us a way to link thoughts and events from the book, to real life events or other texts. She built up giant charts, and the class gradually filled them with ideas and links written on sticky notes, that we could potentially use for our “mysterious final project” (our teachers didn’t end up telling us the task of debating until a couple weeks beforehand).

In preparation for the exhibition, our teachers split the class up into groups of 3, which became our debate teams. In my group, I was with Jayden and Matt. S, who are both great at public speaking and creating ideas. We decided to name ourselves “Be It Resolved”! In the classes leading up to the Exhibition and “The Great Debate Battle Dome”, our groups were put through a series of exercises to practice and improve our debate and public speaking skills. We were also advised to be continuously writing down notes and ideas from the concepts (from earlier) onto our own mini digitized versions, also in preparation.

I was quite confident that our team would at least win one of our debates, and I wasn’t disappointed! We won our first round, and ended up falling short in our second, but I’m super proud that we made it to the semi-finals and showed everyone that we meant business! I think next time around, I would try to prepare even more than we did, because even with all the information we already had, I found it a bit difficult to find some interesting points while up on the stand. But I did end up learning how to think quickly on my feet, and improved my public speaking skills even more!

Overall, although I’m unsure if I would like to participate in another “Debate Battle Dome”, it was interesting, intense, and crazy, or in other words, just another regular PLP project!

Be Nice: Violence Isn’t Necessary!

In class we have been studying and developing answers to the question “How do we make the rules?”.  In order to really dive deep into what this means, we were given a series of concepts, that all play a part in making up our human nature and society as we know it. These concepts were:

Power and Authority, Humanity and Inhumanity, Violence and Destruction, Human nature, Civilization and Savagery, Innocence and Evil, and Individualism and Community.

As well as thinking about examples from each of these concepts, we had charts around the class, where we added sticky notes full of ideas to. These could range from links to Lord of The Flies, our world’s history or current events, other texts we had read in class, or just other examples from our lives.

With these ideas, we were tasked with writing three concept paragraphs, focussing on one different concept each time. For my first paragraph, I decided to write about how a sense of community is lost, as we are presented with an appealing illusion of individualism. Here I referenced my Lord of The Flies Study. In my second paragraph, I asked the question “How is it, that what we learn as we are brought up, is able to dictate the way our actions impact the lives of those around us?”. I used my prior studies of the Civil Rights movement to prove my answer. And for my third, I talked about how in the case of the Civil Rights Movement, nonviolence was a more effective way of protest and change for the lives of millions of African Americans, as seen in the countless marches lead by Martin Luther King Jr. I chose my third paragraph to expand on and use other examples to prove the answer.

Since the beginning of civilization, violence and destruction have driven shifts in society and the world, but whether these shifts were effective and for the better can be debated. World Wars have created new paths for nations and societies, riots have brought new order, and protests have eventually led to change. But these violent acts make shifts that are slow and inefficient, leading to long periods of time spent spreading this violence and destruction. The idea of nonviolent protest and resistance is also woven into our history, and even our current world, but unlike violent acts, peaceful protest has many more advantages, and ultimately creates the change we all want to see in the world, more effectively and efficiently.
In the case of the Civil Rights Movement, nonviolence was a more effective way of protest and change for the lives of millions of African Americans, as seen in the countless marches lead by Dr Martin Luther King Jr, and other leaders of the Civil Rights Movement. By choosing nonviolence as a tool to break down racism, segregation, discrimination, and inequality, leaders of the movement hoped that by banding together as a community, the horrors of violence in the South would be made clear to the world. By displaying this, it made the world aware of the primary reason African Americans remained in such a subordinate position because of the intense violence directed against them. Martin Luther King worked tirelessly to enter African Americans into society in a civilized manner, fighting non-violently for peace and equality on behalf of millions of people struggling, a tactic inspired by the teachings of the Indian leader Mahatma Gandhi. He believed that change could be made peacefully, without the risk of loss of human life and without adding heat to a fire ignited by destruction and violence. Although this alternative form of protesting was powerful, it was also dangerous, as it attracted hate crimes against the movement. But King continued with this method, as he believed, and turned out to be correct, that it was the only way to see a positive shift in America and around the world. Without this method of nonviolent resistance and civil disobedience, the movement would have never progressed to the point where segregation was banned, and to nowadays, where equal rights were bestowed on people of any race, religion or gender.
In the novel Lord of The Flies, by William Golding, the power of violence ultimately takes over the lives of the young boys stranded on an island, with no adults or a functioning form of government. This violence tears apart any hope of civilization and ends the lives of many innocent boys. Two of the main characters, Ralph and Piggy, are peaceful, non-violence oriented boys who attempt to lead the tribe of scared young schoolboys. They try to build a society and a well-oiled community by getting everyone to pitch in and work hard to get things done, in order to stay safe and wait for rescue. Ralph was elected fairly to be the “chief”, and he did what he could to keep their tribe as peaceful as a large group of little boys could be. But another main character, Jack, didn’t care about anything but himself and his power status, and ended up making himself a leader of a new tribe, one that continuously hunts and lusts after the blood of pigs, and eventually other boys. This violent stance that Jack had towards the whole situation, ended up with the deaths of multiple boys, and left the island in ruins along with any hope of a solid functioning society. If the boys had been thinking rationally in the beginning of the novel, and had followed Ralph’s peaceful ways, or even non-violently protested against his leadership (if they hated it so much), rather than joining Jacks destructive tribe, lives could have been saved, and they may have been rescued sooner.
We also see how violence and destruction takes over, and ruins lives and communities, in William Shakespeare’s Macbeth. The play is laced with violent acts and events, such as men in battle, the murders of innocent people, suicide, and finally the beheading of Macbeth himself. By recognizing that all of these events were driven my the need for power, guilt, and finally destruction and violence, it can be viewed that by turning to nonviolence, rather than violence, in times of distress, lives would have been spared and disasters may have been avoided. Macbeth began as a reasonable, and peaceful character, who believed in morals and loyalty. Yet as Lady Macbeth, his power hungry wife, urged him to give in to his deepest and darkest desires, he uses violence as the solution to all of his problems. The violence through which Macbeth takes the throne from King Duncan, opens the door for others to try to take the throne for themselves through violence as well. So Macbeth must commit more violence acts, until violence is all he has left. It becomes a vicious cycle, and finally leads to a tragic, unavoidable end to the main character’s life. Macbeth shows us how violence can easily take away all that is dear to us, and then some, but only if we give into it. We have the option to do what we want, through violence and destruction, or we can think of others, and chose to peacefully oppose someone or an idea.
There are many different forms of violence in our world, whether it be a book, a play, or a part of our history. But these reinforce the idea that nonviolence is the best way to get things done and keep people safe and happy. Without this, as well as peace and tolerance, our world shifts into violence, destruction, and hurt.

 

Civil Rights

Macbeth

Civil Rights

Violence Pros and Cons

Miss Atomic Who?!

Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve posted on my portfolio! You’ll be seeing quite a few posts coming in soon as the end of my grade 11 year is coming to an end (what’s the end of the year without a mad rush to get work handed in?). Anyways, for this post, I am going to be taking a look at our Cold War unit from this last term, and reflecting on what I have learned, from atomic bomb detonations, to Las Vegas Mobsters.

The unit began in March, where we were introduced to our topic question; “How is fear used as a defensive, political, and cultural tool?”. I knew that we were analyzing the Cold War and I also knew that we were venturing down to Las Vegas in April, but what I didn’t know, and what our teachers didn’t tell us until much later, was that we would be making a Visual Essay that told an intriguing story about something to do with Las Vegas and the Cold War era. But not only were we creating a movie, we were writing a major essay beforehand that we would be converting into our movie! If you think it sounds easy, then it was harder than it sounded. And if you think that’s hard, then imagine something even more difficult! We had to chose to either work individually or in partners, and since Alanah and I were both going on the trip and have a similar work ethic, we decided we would work as a team!

As we began studying the end of WWII and the Cold War in class, by watching movies as well as listening to Hughes’ note taking lessons (don’t worry Hughes, I listened intently), we made continuous notes and generated ideas for what we could base our movie on. Before leaving for our 7 day Tucson, Arizona and Las Vegas, Nevada trip, we had to make sure we had a plan of what we needed to film, what the point of our visual essay was, and had to have a solid path we were going to take with it. And of course I believed that I had everything laid out properly and ready for the trip, and of course these things never go according to plan!

Alanah and I thought we had a solid direction for our movie, which was “How does Las Vegas thrive as a city, while it faces limited resources and its exposure to harsh climates?”. We thought it was pretty solid, and we got it approved by our teachers as our thesis question. But when we arrived in Las Vegas (because our work didn’t begin until then as our topic was based in Nevada), we realized we needed a new topic, because to be honest, we weren’t interested in what we were talking about at all. We needed something that we were excited to talk about and learn more about, so we came up with the ideas of “How was atomic and nuclear energy promoted to the public in the 1950’s to instil security rather than fear?” And “How did the perception of atomic and nuclear weapons transition from security to fear, after the bombings in Hiroshima and Nagasaki?”. After we agreed that atomic culture was something we both were happy to research, we finalized our thesis to “How did the era of atomic and nuclear weapons and energy cause a cultural boom?”.

As we began constructing our ideas for this new topic, Mr Hughes showed us a video essay sample that gave us a taste of the level of excellence he expected from us, and I was super impressed. I wanted our movie to be just as great. In the sample, a common innocent banana was used to emphasize the horrors of the industries behind it, and this all tied together to give us an interesting and eye opening short movie. So taking this idea, Alanah and I put a spin on our thesis and asked ourselves the question “How did Miss Atomic Bomb, a major icon of the atomic era in the 1950’s, cause a cultural boom, in Las Vegas, and around the world?”. So we began to write our essay: The first step to completing our final project!

Alanah and I wrote efficiently and easily together and came up with our essay within the time frame, and it was a piece that I think we were both very proud of! I contributed some great ideas in my own writing style, while Alanah did the same, and it all worked out great.

Once our essay was approved and edited, we could finally begin constructing our movie, from the clips we captured on our trip, and the world at our fingertips (also known as the internet if you didn’t catch on). We began by breaking our essay up into the intro, rising action, climax, falling action, and conclusion, and laid it out on a storyboard. Afterwards, we marked up our essay on Notability, explaining what we wanted our visuals to be for each different thing we were going to say. After many long nights working on putting our visual essay altogether, and many rounds of critique, we handed in our first essay draft, and it turned out to be one of the best in the class (according to Ms. Willemse). Even so, there were still plenty of things to fix up, such as our visuals, our conclusion, and voice overs. After raking through our movie multiple times after the feedback, we handed in our final draft, and I think i could name it my best piece of work from the year!

 

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